De Vacas Y Ovejas

.-Wishing Well

2010-02-03T05:14:00.000-08:00

Esto lo tengo que reeditar para arreglar los creditos y que no se corte tan de golpe pero tiene tiempo montado en youtube y no me habia dado que cuenta que no lo habia posteado aca! Ademas no sabia que tenia este blog taaaaaaan abandonado!!! Algo hay que hacer about it! En otras notas: me pican las manos y los pies por hacerme algo ya! desde hace como una semana pero esta madrugada casi agarre las tijeras y empece a cortarme el pelo!!! no se que hare, tengo varias opciones pero quiero un cambio like RIGHT NOW!!

.-He's got two left feet and he bites my moves!!!!!!!!!

2009-09-27T19:38:00.001-07:00

La insercion estaba desactivada! asi que tendran que visitar el link! totally worth it! no puedo dejar de cantar esta song!!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vaa4eGOtrTg

.-Ergo

2009-07-31T23:20:00.000-07:00

Mi primer corto oficial! Thanks to my Mom for the impulse to the idea! thanks to Cora por la cam! y thanks to Alejandro Rojas por la enseñanza!!!

.-Olor A Lavanda

2009-02-13T21:49:00.000-08:00

Corto ganador del Primer Proyecto 48 España...lo busque en youtube porque la grabacion se me corto antes!!!

en otras notas...no es lo maximo el agua caliente????? despues de un mes sin agua caliente....si, lo es...mas si es "agua caliente para toda la vida"...patrocinantes...??

Vicky Cristina Barcelona me ha encantado!! partes muy Allen llenas de detalles irrelevantes que hacen cabecear pero muy divertida...

Hurtwoodhousemedia

2009-02-12T13:44:00.000-08:00

this is like video school...isn´t it a dream come true?? they pick the best songs by the best artists and make grrrrrreat videos! and they are students! one of my faves:

you tube channel

.-I´m An Amazing Racer!!!!

2009-02-09T06:30:00.000-08:00

Yup!! Estoy participando y este es mi videocasting!! Opiniones son bienvenidas!! Ojala quedemos! Nos vemos en AXN!! Velo! Comentalo! Calificalo! Recomiendalo! http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Myl-fYTrUS8

.-Los Dias Del Abandono

2009-01-08T11:26:00.000-08:00

Una pelicula bien rara, sin duda. No en el sentido de una trama extraña o personajes poco comunes, mas bien con el desazon de una pelicula que pudo ser mejor, con un comienzo y final energicos pero un intermedio que hace perder el interes, dialogos y actuaciones un poco flojas (sobretodo en los papeles infantiles), salvan la pelicula momentos con direccion remarcable, como el momento de la aparicion de la lagartija en el cuarto de los hijos de la protagonista. La decoracion de los apartamentos es genial, el heroe de la peli tambien, pero la protagonista es en varias ocasiones insoportablemente irresponsable, por algo se llama los dias del abandono. ni buena ni mala, tipo peli dominguera para un dia en el que quieres que una peli triste te haga asomar un par de sonrisas.

.-A perfect understanding of the finer things in life...

2008-11-19T11:48:00.001-08:00

OMG! What a night! What a night! 2 dias, 4 bandas y la mejor hora y media musical de mi vida! no falto ninguna cancion, no hubo cancion que no saltara, cantara, llorara o tarareara! Fran hizo reir y habla hermoso! Todas las bandas estuvieron excelentes y toda la organizacion ufff! pero es que no puedo parar de hablar de Travis! desde que salieron con selfish jean, hasta que se fueron con Why does it always rain on me estuve en un cielo pero totallll!

.-Tiempo Suficiente

2008-11-04T19:29:00.000-08:00

Julieta es lo maximo! y toco amores perros! fue lo mejor de lo mejor! la adoro y punto!

.-Por Casualidad

2008-10-19T21:39:00.000-07:00

Many great things happen just by chance...like that great magazine my mom found a few months ago, named Joy it´s pretty pretty cool cause is like a girlie magazine made by a very smart crew, another funny thing about that mag is that a good old friend of mine loved it and when i told her to buy it she told me that she was about to tell me the same!! or like that time on the drugstore and i had years that without eating skittles and i found a bag of chocolate skittles!! damn! or that band i found while i was downloading Leslie Feist´s album, i mean Kings of Convenience is a must on everyone´s ipod! specially the Know how version with Feist! i mean those guitars!! Gosh! or like that person, that person or those persons, usually u meet them by chance, or those dogs you find on the street several times in a week or month and you become friends, or like that dress you almost left behind at the sales and fits so perfectly it soon becomes one of your faves, or that nail polish, the cherry red, the hot pink or the crayola blue one...or that pic...that one when u pressed the shutter at the exact moment!

.-About life

2008-10-15T21:26:00.000-07:00

Buenas tardes, gracias por la invitación…

Me gustaría que cuando estén en ese momento en sus vidas que sienten que tienen todo lo que han soñado, que están tan cómodos como siempre han querido, se pregunten:

¿Pudiese tener un trabajo mejor?

¿Y si hago un esfuerzo?

¿Y si monto un negocio propio y comienza a crecer?

Pídanle a la persona que aman que se case con ustedes…

Y si ya lo hicieron, vuélvanselo a pedir…

Acuérdense de los aniversarios…

Llévenlos al teatro, háganles el desayuno… Cuenten un chiste malo…

Uno como… ¿Cómo se dice espejo en chino?

¡Ahí toy yo!

Exacto…

Sientan vergüenza…

Apaguen el aire acondicionado de vez en cuando y dejen de bañarse en tres días…

Escriban una película, escriban un libro, aprendan un idioma nuevo…

Coman hindú, coman hormigas, coman con las manos…

Discutan cuando tengan razón…

Aprendan a pedir perdón…

Traten bien a quienes los tratan mal…

Enseñen con el ejemplo…

Cómprense lo que siempre han querido y véndanlo…

Váyanse al Roraima y quédense sin aire…

Cuestionen todo…

No se vayan a dormir sin tener algo en que soñar…

Está prohibido que un día se parezca a otro…

Y nunca, pero nunca piensen … que la comodidad se encuentra en un lugar…

¡La comodidad se encuentra en el camino!

FICHA TECNICA:
(Enviada por el redactor del mensaje, Eduardo Layrisse)

Cliente: Ford Motor de Venezuela
Producto: Explorer
Versión: Discurso
Duración: 2′ (Internet) y 1′ / 40″ (TV abierta y cable)
Agencia: JWT Venezuela
Directores Generales Creativos: Horacio Maggi / Exequiel Rodríguez
Director Creativo: Lennyn Salinas
Redactor: Eduardo Layrisse
Director de Arte: Félix Tapia / José Silva
Director de Planeamiento Estratégico: Vicente Irazabal
Director de Cuentas: Mónica Di Rienzo
Ejecutiva de Cuentas: Reinarélix Piñero
Responsables por el Cliente: Eduardo Chocrón (Gerente de Mercadeo) / Miguel Sandoval (Gerente de Marca)
Directora Producción JWT: Ana Teresa Vasquez
Productor de Enlace JWT: José Duque
Casa Productora: Factor + RH
Productor Ejecutivo: Rodolfo Cova
Director: Hernán Habes
Director de Arte: Andrés Sawisza
Talento: Albi de Abreu
Post-producción: Blue Post
Post-producción de Sonido: Taurus Studios
Músico: Javier Blanco

.-Jog, Jog, Jog, Jog, Jog, Jog, Jog!!

2008-10-03T21:53:00.000-07:00

It´s very freaking addictive! and today i found out i can jog for over an hour! come on!! that´s freaking awesome! i didn´t though i could do that!!

Recomendation of the day: Mystery Jets! i mean take a look at this video!! my fave part...well i love the whole video, it kinda reminds me of sunshine by vaquero, which i superhiperextramega love! well again...my fave part has to be
" one night of love,
nothing more nothing less
one night of love,
to put my head in a mess
is that you on the bus?
is that you on the train?
you wrote your number on my hand but it came off in the rain"

plus don´t you love the look of those guys? specially the one with the edward scissorhands hair!!

I´m tired...

.-This Is Alphabeat

2008-10-01T19:41:00.000-07:00

Not new but recent for me, fell for them with 10.000 nights of thunder, nice, pretty and catchy: good enough for me!

www.thisisalphabeat.com

.- I´m not a big fan of action movies but...

2008-09-30T19:20:00.000-07:00

Eagle eye was a good one, got me the whole couple hours with my eyes superextrawideopen! plus i´m becoming a shia lover! he looks a lot like a guy i know (mario, you know it´s you!)...well that was this weekend and today was 88 minutes...also pretty good but i fell asleep for a while (long day at work...don´t ask, i´ll let you know later)... This weekend i went to Creadiseño and bought like a million pins (those things really drive me crazy), a pretty cool bag, and some silly stuff...also i bumped into my good old music lover friend gabs who told me someone really good connected told her that....jummmmmmm....one of my favourite bands is playing this year in this small forgotten country!!! i won´t tell who they are...but...gosh! i hope it´s for real!! i´m already singing and jumping and kicking and screaming!! hey! i´m jogging!! not right now!! i´m hanging there! i´ve been doing it on and off for a few years but i wanna do it for real this time...so i´ll keep up the work! plus i´m also a lot into the yoga world...i´m becoming fan of a lot of stuff lately...well i´m a very big fan of my bed too so i should get some sleep...btw i have a new bed and i loooove it!!

P.S: at work we are big fans of crossword puzzles...but this is serious, i mean we´re freaks!! and it´s pretty fun!

.-His Name Is August Rush

2008-09-26T20:27:00.000-07:00

Ok...
-i never saw the trailer for this movie
-i hated felicity cause to me she was one of those girls with a naive look but who gives a lot of trouble
-i have what i call "sentimientos encontrados" for Mr JRM
-had no idea who the director is -and even after i did some research i realized i haven´t seen any of her movies-
-i just walked by the poster a few months ago in a mall and inmediatly fell for it...

-Today i saw it and i have to say is one of those movies that gives you the feeling that everything´s gonna be ok (just what i need right now), that the world is full of magic, love, beats, and that every piece falls into place at the exact right time, there are some pretty cliche parts, i mean the story was pretty good, dialogues were ok, but some parts were way too fantastic, for me to really loooove it like crazy it needed some more down to earth elements, on the other hand i let out a tear or two by the emotion produced by the musical parts, plus they did a pretty good job with the timming on the sound-image-sound-image synch...it really got me into the story, i really admire musicians, enjoy music and have like zero sense of rhythm! jaja! but i walked out of the movie teather wanting more than ever to learn how to play guitar, or well it´ll be enough with any musical talent! jaja! wanting to listen to every song, every band, go to EVERY single concert, show, gig, listen to EVERY record, watch every movie, read every book and share every opinion...wanting to get all the feelings in the world, especially those ones you can get by listening to a song...

Conclution: Run to watch it, share the emotion...

.-The go round

2008-06-30T14:58:00.000-07:00

El Columpio, corto español.
I loooove this...i´ve been ther, i bet you have too, we all have, it´s great! and it reminds me of a line in the sound of settling by death cab for cutie "i´ll sit and wonder of every that could have been if i´d only thought of something charming to say".

.-Fuerza bruta

2008-06-24T19:40:00.000-07:00

Cuando vienen a venezuela???? (great joke eh?)

.-M. Night Shyamalan is the new Hitchcock

2008-06-23T22:31:00.000-07:00

That´s overrating him, i know, but i just came home after watching "The Happening", which i loved as much as his other movies. There´s something about the ambientation, the music, the women, kids and path of his stories that i love, even tho there´s always a little something out of the context, still i like his style sooooooooooo much, it gives me a hitchcockish breeze (jaja, just like in the happening)...i highly recomend this one! =)

.-Random Thoughts of the Day

2008-06-18T20:52:00.000-07:00

.-The past tends to seem more poetic than the present, even if it wasn´t as good as today.

.-Is there a way to measure change?? how much change is healthy? how much is too much? how fast is too fast??

.-I change too much, or too fast, sometimes is great, sometimes sucks...This time, sucks...

.-The perfect love song

2008-06-16T19:44:00.000-07:00

It actually is...pay attention to every line...ithas something that no other love song i´ve ever heard has...it talks about timming (cause timming is everything), about that someone you love, loving you back just enough. every metaphore is as illustrative as it can be. it´s a down to earth love song, about suceptibility, efforts and risks and assuming your weekness. I just identify a lot with this song, i even remember the first time i heard this song and it makes me nostalgic, and confused about a lot of things, but well i guess i have a life to find out! I just hope the road keeps being as fun as it has been so far!

This is the first day of my life
I swear I was born right in the doorway
I went out in the rain suddenly everything changed
They're spreading blankets on the beach

Yours is the first face that I saw
I think I was blind before I met you
Now I don’t know where I am
I don’t know where I’ve been
But I know where I want to go

And so I thought I’d let you know
That these things take forever
I especially am slow
But I realize that I need you
And I wondered if I could come home

Remember the time you drove all night
Just to meet me in the morning
And I thought it was strange you said everything changed
You felt as if you'd just woke up
And you said “this is the first day of my life
I’m glad I didn’t die before I met you
But now I know i don’t care I could go anywhere with you
And I’d probably be happy”

So if you want to be with me
With these things there’s no telling
We just have to wait and see
But I’d rather be working for a paycheck
Than waiting to win the lottery
Besides maybe this time is different
I mean I really think you like meeeeee.

P.s: The video is also grrrrreat!

.-My Blueberry Nights

2008-06-16T13:55:00.000-07:00

I don´t really know Wong Kar Wai, i just saw 2046 (which i hated, i only liked the look of the girls on the futurist side of the story), but from the first time y saw the poster for "My Blueberry Nights" i knew i had to see that movie...and i did it the 1st weekend it was on...and i loooooooooooooooooove it! i really do! it had been a while since the last melancholic/nostalgic/magic/brainylove movie i saw...

If you dig eternal sunshine, garden state, amelie, etc, etc, etc. You have to enjoy this one. I love jude law, his acting is so raw yet sofiticated, norah jones gets to be inocent all the way trough the movie with a lil bit unspiced (does that word even exists??) attitude, natalie portman plays the southern crazy girl role so gracefully that when you try to remember her in closer or V for Vendetta she gets to be a different person, she´s going up on my fave actresses list! and a story carefully knitted with some "secondary" characters with so many problems and emotions that stole me a couple of tears...

Ahhh! y los detalles! los colores! el ambiente en el cafe de Jeremy! Las luces! La velocidad! WKW es un genio visual! Gosh! <3

"I took the long way to cross the street" <3

.-Therapist

2008-06-15T22:41:00.000-07:00

...My Therapist says my work is a hard work beacause it briongs me close to other people pain, and it´s true...and sometimes is great to see your patient walk away in perfect shape, or like in some speciall cases...i have a patient, a lovely woman who is about 77 or 78 years old who had a wrist fracture and had her hand almost useless, and now that she has started cooking again keeps bringing me delicious food!!! yey!!

anyways...i read something super fun today... think about it: "Therapist=Therapist" jajajajaja! yes, i think it´s funny!

.-As Always...

2008-06-14T22:35:00.000-07:00

I always come back when i´m pissed off....

i haven´t written in a whole lot of time, but right know there´s somthing going on and off in the back of my head...death...

working at a hospital can be awesome but heartbreaking...

you get to meet awesome people (employees, students and patients), like this guy i met on the first days of february, he was such a fun man, specially for a man in the ICU, i remember we talked about movies, the beatles, trips, ice creams, it was amazing how every monday he asked me about how i spent my weekend, and he kept asking me wath exercises to do because he wanted to be walking pretty soon, i remember one day a dr was counting the patients going out of the ICU and he started yelling: "dr! here! me!! me!! Mariom get me a whistle! get me a whistle or a mic! help me! i´m gonna start a march!", he was a good patient, even in the days when he was so weak that he could barely talk he tried to make jokes...weeks passed and passed, he got better, got worse, i met his whole family and some friends, got better again, it was on and off...then my 3 months shift on the hospitalization area ended and my good friend Olga and i switched patients, a weekago i found out he was on the ICU again, a few days after he passed away...as i found out tears started bursting out of my eyes, not only for his wife, his 3 sons and his daughther...it was mostly for him! it was ALL about him...

i mean...he was there because of a small ddigestive problem, it was a simple procedure, but something wasn´t rigth...and things started to be worse and worse each day, it was unhuman...he had a huge open wound in his stomach and he couldn´t eat (i remember he wanted us to get him some vanilla ice cream)...

do you imagine spending 4 months in bed in a hospital, not been able to move, to eat, in the hopes of going home and free again?? and then die!!!! what the hell?? i mean...if the universe ment to teach him or his family something....it wasn´t necesary to put them trough all that suffering!!! and now they have to pay for all that insurance covering, and they are all alone...

plus...all i can imagine is how scared he should have been when he was about to die...even tho...i guess he might have been gratefull that it was over...i just, i hope his wife was there to hold his hand, or at least a nurse, i mean if i had to die and i couldnt have my mom by my side, i´d like to have someone to hold my hand, i don´t mind if its a stranger...

i wanna talk to his wife...i´ve been meaning to call her, bu t i wouldn´t know what to say, i just wanna show her support, but...i can´t even think of it without crying a lil bit...

.-Sabras Ocultarte Bien Y Desaparecer Entre La Nieblai

2007-11-30T23:26:00.000-08:00

Esta mañana fui al dermatologo, tuve que estacionar en la calle y cuando sali el carro no estaba! me acababan de remolcar! menos mal se lo llevaron a un estacionamiento como a dos cuadras de alli! Sali corriendo y llegue antes que el carro! Estando en la entrada de la oficina de la policia de circulacion pasa un carro con "Ciudad de la furia" a todo volumen, yo cargaba mi chapa de "yo *corazoncito* soda stereo y termine hablando con dicho señor...hablamos de lo bueno que estuvo, de lo largo! de las canciones que faltaron! resulta que el señor era funcionario de la polica de circulacion y fue quien termino poniendome la multa y llenando la planilla...!! A pesar de la multa =/ fue genial!

Horas antes del concierto el terrible aununcio de cero estacionamiento a causa de un evento gubernmental no previsto!! Panico total!! Pero todo termino temprano y se pudo accesar en carro sin ningun problema, suuuper rapido y tranquilo, luego la caminata hasta la zona del concierto, larga pero placentera, luego el hambre!! asi que a la cola para comprar tequeños...de fondo musica fina, y de repente empieza a sonar "toxica" de los babasonicos...y todo el mundo tranquilo...

-Esa es la voz de Cerati!
- Tu dices??
-Claro! Es cerati!
-EMPEZOOOOO!

El corre corre y la emocion! luego "juegos de seduccion" luego telekinesis! luego imagenes retro! de alli no recuerdo el orden...pero la avalancha de canciones mezclada con las palabaras de Cerati tipo "bellezas, hermosos" fueron desde en remolinos, zoom y cuando pase el temblor unidas como en el unplugged, persiana americana, picnic con su genial juego de letras en las pantallas, corazon delator con su mancha roja convertida en un corazon latente, hombre al agua, nada personal, de musica ligera, sobredosis de tv, cae el sol, primavera cero, te hacen falta vitaminas, septimo dia, danza rota,dos regresos a la tarima ya al llegar al final para cerrar hablando de sus recuerdos de caracas, del poliedro, y Cerati dice: "primera vez que estamos en caracas y hace un poco de frio!...seguro alguno de ustedes vino a ese concierto (señalando al poliedro justo al lado) ...yo vine! y tu? ay memoria! no seas tan cruel!" y comenzo una de mis canciones mas esperadas de la noche! profugos!

A mi parecer falto un misil en mi placard, cancion animal,te para tres, 1990 y alguna otra que en este momento no recuerde...sin embargo fue uno de los mejores, sino el mejor concierto de mi vida! el sonido im.pe.ca.ble! las luces ufff! niños sobre los hombros de sus papas, el grupete de hombres maduritos a nuestro aldo que coreaban toooodas las canciones y hablaban de sus "años mozos!" las señoras de mano de sus esposos! las manos de Del en mis bolsillos! (jumm hohoho! y bueno...John pidiendonos cariño! =P) y la paz total! cabe destacar que en un evento recientemente realizado en esa misma locacion fallecieron 3 o 4 personas por un hecho violento que involucro armas de fuego...algo (bastante) de cola para salir del lugar, pero de resto todo pefect! ohhh! adore los vestuarios! esas botas dios! esas botas!

Graciassssss...totales!

.-Musica para chocar...

2007-09-13T20:54:00.000-07:00

Este post (despues de mas de dos meses sin publicar) iba a estar titulado "My hate/love relationship" o "I hate my mind"...pero no, mejor no...este titulo que estoy usando tiene aaaaños rondando mi cabeza...practicamente desde que comence a manejar y es que hay canciones que...Gosh! =/ alguna vez haz conducido escuchando "Chances" de Athlete??? puedo ver mi pequeño auto blanco (el color de la vanguardia! jajajaj!) irse en camara lenta contra la defensa, especialmente cuando voy por la cota mil y no hay cola....o cuando iba para valencia y escuchaba ciertas canciones de Stars, Death Cab For Cutie (los titulos de las canciones ahora no las recuerdo...pero las dejare para siguentes posts y las publicare como una lista...asi me forzare a mantener esto actualizado!), incluso Beck...

pues si mi imaginacion vuela...casi tan alto como mi auto cuando gira en el aire en camara lenta mientras mi cabello suelto cae sobre mi cara y pequeños trozos de vidrio roto se esparcen sobre el asfalto...todo en colores frios y pasan imagenes de quien esta pensando en mi en ese momento...

Por otro lado...nada como conducir de noche escuchando la musica de Stars...las luces pasando a tu alredeor...vas en un viaje...indescriptible...algunos dia es un viaje al espacio...otros dias es un viaje al campo...eso solo sucede cuando conduces...en realidad tengo años...de verdad años sin montarme como pasajera en un carro! receurdo que cuando iba a higuerote hace añales me encantaba escuchar el OST de Amelie! era dejarse llevar...y es que manejar es "tener el control"...i love to be the one in control...but other times is better just to be driven...

.-24

2007-08-07T19:33:00.000-07:00

Tantas horas sin dormir
creo que voy a morir
24 horas al dia quiero vivir

Tantas cosas quiero hacer
que no alcanzo a recorrer
todo lo que en mi cabeza llego a tener

Cuando llego a tu lado me siento yo a descansar
mas mi amor perdoname pues empiezo a pensar

En todo lo que hay que hacer
ya se me fue el dia otra vez
salgo de tu casa y empiezo a correr

Mas cuando ya estoy haciendo las cosas que quiero hacer
me detengo un momento y empiezo a pensar
En que tu estas junto a mi que no se va a repetir
que la vida se me va
con los besos que yo no te he dado aun
Tantas horas sin dormir
24 horas al dia quiero vivir
24 horas al dia quiero vivir
24 horas al dia quiero vivir
24 horas al dia quiero vivir

Puedo hacer como Da Vinci...era el? Que dormia dos horas, despertaba unas cuantas y asi...quizas funcione...

Mood: Confused. Semi Crisis Existencial.
Listening: Niña 186, Molestia. Corazon Gris, Dermis Tatu.
Reading: Eva Luna, Isabel Allende.
Eating: Fruits. Caramelos de caramelo.
Wearing: Grey Pant and shirt pjs.

P.s: Si yo se..que maispeis esa ultima parte...pero que se le va a hacer...

.-Si Vives En Caracas...

2007-06-17T23:32:00.000-07:00

Y tienes mas de 20 años y no recuerdas el Cine Radio City! Buh! Apestas!! (Y muy probablemente tus padres tambien...pues si tienes 20 como yo te llevaban tus padres)... El memorable cine Radio City queda(ba) en chacaito, la verdad no se de que sirve ese edificio estos dias, probablemente de centro de reuniones para cualquier religion (¿no es acaso ese el inevitable destino de todos lo cines y teatros de la ciudad?), se supone es (en honor a la nostalgia hablare en presente) una replica exacta del teatro en New York, techos altisimos y mucho color dorado! y rojo!, sirenas rubias de cola verde a los lados del escenario donde esta la pantalla de proyeccion...Mucho años 30...all over! No puedo contar las horas de mi niñez que pase en esas butacas color rojo oscuro junto a mi ma...lo mejor de todo eran las funciones continuadas!!!! Con una sola entrada podias ver la pelicula tantas veces como quisieras! Lastima que como muchas cosas en este pais (incluida la zona donde se encuentra este edificio...chacaito!), se haya deteriorado tanto! y que lo hayan cerrado...creo que nosotros dejamos de ir antes de que lo cerraran por lo fea que se habia puesto la zona...y claro, la proliferacion de centros comerciales con su respectivas, monstruosas y numerosas salas de cine a las que solo provoca acudir en horarios nulos...

Lo ultimo que escuche de este memorable edificio fue la realizacion de los premios urbe de hace un par de años alli...Y hoy lo recorde porque vi in america por segunda vez...sentimientos encontrados con esa peli...el drama es demasiado dramatico, si drama dramatico...la parte feliz, bueno dizque feliz es lo bueno...ah en in america...cuando la pequeña gran familia irlandesa llega a NYC aparecen las lindas luces del RC!

En otras notas:
*No soy mas pasante! hahahah! desde hace casi un mes! Joder! Time Goes By o Freaking Fast!
*I´ve Kinda Got A Gang...That´s Nice...We Even Got Nicknames...mine? ...mmm...maybe next time.
*I´m Helping this girl named Fabiola in this animal shelters project that is quite awesome...
*Ah estoy haciendo una traduccion!
*Jaja...hoy mi ma me estaba ayudando con esa traduccion y me dijo "Verdad que a ti te gusta poner sangrias....eso es tan antiguo" hahahah! So Last Season! ^^
*Soy yo o es la gente que no entiende indirectas, muy molesta?. C=
*Post en español para mis seguidores de habla hispana! (jajaja)
*Hoy fue el dia del padre...as usual my mom got a lil present C=
*See ya Next Time!

.-Cerdos Ególatras!!! (bueno, bueno...cerdos de personalidad tipo A)

2007-04-26T20:57:00.000-07:00

This wicked world is full of them!! and i happen to despise them! i mean i´m cool and all (hahah) but i´m a very humble person! I hate people who keep talking out loud (as if everyone want´s to listen to them) about their wonderful experiences, families and stuff...the worst part is that m,ost of them don´t think of it...they just act like that without noticing how much of a jerk their attitude makes them in front of other people (or maybe just in front of me?)

Anyways...i´m thinking about it cause currently my internships are at this Cardiac rehab center, which i don´t happen to enjoy as much as all of my previous internships...except for some of the patients...most of them are really really old and nice people...but some of them! gosh! they just piss me of...did u know that some tipes of personalities can make you more likely to some diseases? for example tipe 3 can make you more likely to have cancer, tipe 1 can make you more likely to heart conditions...well...now i´ll cut and paste some facts about tipe 1 personality...so imagine spending your evenings (1 to 7 pm) in a room full of people that behave this way:

En 1957, dos cardiólogos, Rosenman y Friedman, del hospital Monte Sinaí, en San Francisco, California, describieron un estilo de comportamiento que llamaron patrón de conducta tipo A, que constituye un factor de riesgo para la cardiopatía isquémica. Estas personas tienen 2,5 veces más probabilidades de presentar angina de pecho o infarto de miocardio. El patrón tipo A es un factor de riesgo que opera al margen de otros factores de riesgo como el tabaco, la hipertensión y la obesidad.

Características de la personalidad tipo A

Velocidad, impaciencia, irritabilidad, siempre tiene prisa.
Estilo dominante y autoritario.
Pensamiento concretista, con dificultad para conocer y expresar sus emociones.
Actitud hostil, dura, competitiva.
Gran implicación en el trabajo, con tendencia a la actividad permanente. Consideran el descanso o el ocio como pérdidas de tiempo.
Preocupación por el rendimiento y los resultados finales, más que por el disfrute de la actividad mientras se realiza.
Pocos intereses y relaciones personales al margen del trabajo.

Son personas enérgicas, que hablan con voz alta y con rapidez, se muestran tensos e impacientes. Su vida gira en torno al trabajo, al logro y al éxito, son competitivos y ambiciosos y dan la impresión de no tener nunca suficiente. Tienen una gran necesidad de control de su ambiente, lo cual los vuelve muy tenaces, aunque pueden seguir intentándolo incluso cuando las posibilidades de éxito son mínimas y la tarea está destinada al fracaso.

Estas personas tratan de probarse a sí mismas continuamente, midiéndose a través de sus logros. Por este motivo emprenden numerosas tareas, tratando de destacar y triunfar en todas ellas. Dado que su valor personal depende para ellos de sus logros, suelen tener un gran temor al fracaso, pues lo consideran un indicativo de su falta de valor personal. Debido a que el logro y el éxito se vuelve para ellos una cuestión vital, se encuentran en una continua competición con los demás.

Tienen problemas para identificar, reconocer y expresar sus propios sentimientos, junto con una ausencia de fantasías.

No es extraño que encontremos a estas personas realizando dos actividades al mismo tiempo. Necesitan estar siempre ocupados, centrados en los resultados en vez de en el placer que puedan obtener con la tarea que realizan. Les cuesta mantener la atención en un tema que no consideren de gran importancia, pues es una pérdida de su valioso y escaso tiempo. A menudo están pensando en la solución de problemas que consideran de gran importancia, casi siempre relacionados con el trabajo, lo cual hace que presten menos atención al mundo exterior y sean, por este motivo, más propensos a accidentes. En los periodos de inactividad o vacaciones se muestran inquietos.

This days i´ve had some other encounters...with doctors...i hate the way they introduce themselves as "dr. yonosequiensit@" wtf? before a doctor you are a person...i mean i know that you killed yourself studying for a lot more years than most people...but anyways..i´ve always seen it as a way of saying "hi..my name is...and i´m better than you"...

Enjoy!

.-Optimistic-.

2007-04-24T19:19:00.000-07:00

...That has been my mood this past few days...since like last tuesday...even tho friday was pretty disgusting...and i´ve had some downs...like this moment...but i thought it would be good to write it down...anyways good things to come...pretty busy days C=...ohhh...i wanted to show a pic by me but i´m sleepy...so i used this one i looove that i kinda stole from Carjo (Thanks dude!)

Flies are buzzing around my head
Vultures circling the dead
Picking up every last crumb
The big fish eat the little ones
The big fish eat the little ones
Not my problem give me some

You can try the best you can
If you try the best you can
The best you can is good enough

This one's optimistic
This one went to market
This one just came out of the swamp
This one dropped a payload
Fodder for the animals
Living on an animal farm

If you try the best you can
If you try the best you can
The best you can is good enough

I'd really like to help you man I'd really like to help you man..... Nervous messed up marionette Floating around on a prison ship

If you try the best you can
If you try the best you can
The best you can is good enough
If you try the best you can
If you try the best you can
Dinosaurs roaming the earth

.-40 and counting

2007-04-07T21:28:00.000-07:00

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In 40 days i´m finishing my internships!! i´ll be freeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Tomorrow i´m having my 1st 24 hour shift...

The city was empty this week! awesome!

Happines is a funny thing...lately i´ve been talking a lot about it with my mom...and well there´s a lot to say but for today just let´s say a few-well known- things:

-The grass is always greener on the other side.
-Satisfaction is the death of desire.
-Blessed are the forgetful: for they get the better even of their blunders.

Don´t go watching 2046, long story short...is a slow -badly told- story about emotionless characters! the only good thing where the future parts...the androids were lovely but that´d be about it...i don´t get the huge awards and stuff...

Enjoy!

.-Random Facts 2nd Episode

2007-04-05T21:51:00.000-07:00

-M owns two dogs…two beagles…both of them were kinda sick and/or weak…that´s the main reason she and her mom kept them…

-M wanted to be an urbanist/architect…but she can barely handle numbers and drawings…so she thought that would represent a problem.

-M attends Phisychal Therapy School…She´ll be a pro in about 4 months!

-M loves to sing along (she´s not good tho).

-M sometimes uses her eclecticism to hide her indecision.

-M loves those Cup Noodles soup.

-M wanted to be a psychologist, she thinks she would kick ass! But she also thinks psychologists have Good complex.

-Back in highschool M was competitive as hell...now not so much, now she kinda dominates the art of competition.

-M thinks her messiness (yup I think i have just come up with that word...i don´t think it exists...does it?) gives her some touch of geniality –when is controlled of course-.

-M always gets along better with the boys, always has…still she wasn´t a tomboy.

-M has always liked musicals and weird movies…back in 1^st grade her mom got her a “Nightmare before Christmas” vhs tape and she took it to school, when the teacher played it most of the kids didn´t liked it (stupid kids uh? How didn´t they love Tim Burton?).

-M´s favorite movie was Alice in Wonderland.

-M has always been told that she has pretty legs.

-M is wearing PJ´s: a black pant with huge pink hearts C=.

-M´s current insult: Cabron! And some variations of it such as: cabrona, cabrones, cabronzuelo, cabroncito, cabroncillo.

-M was kinda grunge when she was in higschool, then she became kinda neo-punk-semiemo, but for about 4 years now she´s just being indie-eclectic-boho and she plans on staying there.

-M has been told a few times to be “girlfriend material”…by boys that haven´t show that much interest…weird.

-M would make an awesome CCS turistic guide.

-M doesn´t stand out…but doesn´t fit in.

-M could just sit around and do nothing aaaaall day long.

-M has stages when she dreams every single night.

-M hates mustaches…boy with mustaches are pretty disgusting! But beards!! Aw! Beards!! ¨beating heart¨.

-Before she dies M wants to cover a tree in toilet paper (just like that 1979 video).

-Everytime M goes to a store or a restaurant with her mom people think they´re sisters or friends or something…sometimes people can´t even tell who´s on the phone!

-M and her mom always leave a voice recorder on to find out how much the dogs bark.

-M sleeps with her dogs…in the same bed!! And it´s awesome!! Hell it is…if this represents any kind of trouble to you…you suck! And are a class A cabron!

-M has some “angry songs”: send the pain below by chevelle, scars by papa roach and some staind songs.

-M likes to say people´s names.

-M loves kaleidoscopes.

-M had a lemon pie yogurt for dinner and now she´s having the worse "acidez" ever!

-M thinks her previous posts (more than a month ago) where a lot better...once someone told her that were awesome cause where somehow very personal but at the same time very distant.

.-Some kind of girlie stuff-.

2007-03-25T00:04:00.000-07:00

I think it´s been over a week since women´s day...but anyways i forgot i had this image...i think it rocks...i had to post it here...happy day gurls! every day is our day!!

I got my new haircut on tuesday and my new colours today (but my colours don´t show that much)...today when i was in the beauty salon i was feeling so good...pretty optimistic...but now...i dunno seems my happiness levels have hit the ground...is funny how our moods vary so much rigth? (i mean cause it happens to everyone doesn´t it?)...about the hair thing...i went to Omer for the first time..i´m never leaving that place...they are awesome! they can really give you quirky hairstyles!!

A while ago i was talking to someone in msn...they didn´t asked...but i was trying to remember my last days...it seems i´ve come to block them...my mind has been full of crazy shit and useless thougs...i just wanna be done with school...and start working and start this new stage of my life..i was offered a job at the clinic i´m doing my internships right now...but i dunno...plus someone else showed up and is a graduate...so...

I had a last idea in mind...but i lost it... Nite!

P.S: I rememberd...i need a "gang" or something...this last month i´ve missed 2 gigs cause i had no one to go with! can u believe it? you know what sucks? having such a cool career but that everyone else that studies the same are such a bunch of plain (or well just different from you) people!! and i barely have time to do other stuff or go to other places and meet different people...anyways i´m too picky with friends...and also this is my bad mood talking...AHORA SI...Nite!

.-Quiero Volver A Ser Una Pagina En Blanco

2007-03-19T20:50:00.000-07:00

Y pintarme nuevos colores y matices, otras formas, renovarme...estoy cansada de hoy y de estos dias, del cuerpo y la mente...voy a dormir...me duele la cabeza...me cepillare los dientes de nuevo y bebere agua...tengo un mal sabor...mañana tendre un nuevo corte de cabello y hopefully un nuevo color tambien...decorare mi cuarto...pasado mañana empezare a correr...

Hoy tuve un dia off...i called in sick and stayed home..my mom was off too...we slept like 3 hours in the morning...una tia de mi ma murio el jueves...no puedo imaginar el dia de la muerte de mi ma...extrañare a mi tia Josefina...era una viejita algo cranky pero era nice ir a su cuarto a escuchar cuentos repetidos a pesar de todo...y ver fotos setentosas...

When I wake up early in the morning,
Lift my head, I'm still yawning
When I'm in the middle of a dream
Stay in bed, float up stream

Please don't wake me, no
don't shake me
Leave me where I am
I'm only sleeping

Everybody seems to think I'm lazy
I don't mind, I think they're crazy
Running everywhere at such a speed
Till they find, there's no need

Please don't spoil my day
I'm miles away
And after all
I'm only sleeping

Keeping an eye on the world going by my window
Taking my time

Lying there and staring at the ceiling
Waiting for a sleepy feeling

Please don't spoil my day
I'm miles away
And after all
I'm only sleeping

Keeping an eye on the world going by my window
Taking my time

When I wake up early in the morning,
Lift my head, I'm still yawning
When I'm in the middle of a dream
Stay in bed, float up stream

Please don't wake me, no
don't shake me
Leave me where I am
I'm only sleeping

21 thing (ok, ok lines) my version....

2007-03-01T19:04:00.000-08:00

Ok, so i migth be a lil picky eh? but also flexible...so i gave it some thought and here´s my list:

Are You Respectful? Polite? Good to your family?

An Ecologist?

Smart, Funny and Clever?

Not Selfcentered? Narcisistic (but hide It too well? Go to random facts about! ^_^)

Must Love Dogs (can´t come to my place if not…I have two and they´re all over the place!)

Are you an art (all forms) appreciator? Gig lover? Silence lover?

A good Cooker? =P Stand out of the crowd?

Like to help people and put smiles on other people faces?

Enjoy kids and old people´s stories?

Can you appreciate details? Can you read between lines?

Like to step on dry leaves?

Responsible and collaborator?

Both childlike and mature? Are you an easy smiler? Like dark humor?

Are you up for new things? Open minded?

Are you a motivator? Hard to intimidate?

Creative and easy going?

Thoughtful? Passionate? Contradictory? Playful?

Don´t mind what others might say?

Love to just hang out, walk around, sit or lay on the green green gras?

Don´t take people´s shit? Stand up for your beliefs and your point of view still respecting other people´s?

Good at conversations?

...so...if u r close to this things...give me a call! hahaha

Ana

2007-02-28T09:40:00.000-08:00

Around 9 am today the doctor said "We should get her started on liquid diet"

-Ana! Would you like some juice?

-Yup Please

-Or Tea?

-Whatever...

-Get her a room...we´ll get her out after the hemodialisis is done

We where standing there...in the middle of the ICU...

Around 12:15 a.m. we got down to the ICU again to check on another patient...they where cleaning her up..."they´re getting her ready" i said to myself...but by the time we where done with our patient my supervisor was trying to show me something and when we turned our backs...we saw ana...totally wraped on a yellow blanket...with stickers wih her name...

She was old...but not that old...she had pretty eyes and her hair was dyed in a reddish brown...on monday she tryed to talk to my supervisor and i saw a young man holding her hand, touching her hair and talking to her...today she was finally stable after 10 or 12 days...she was going down to a room...but in just a few hours she was gone...i´ve heard and is like a fact that before people die actually there´s a point where you seem to be recovering...

As cliché as i may sound...actually i´m not gonna say anything i don´t have to explain...is just that i have never been surrounded by this kind of things...

By the time i was leaving the clinic a lot of people where there...this young doctor got up with me on the elevator "i came to visit a friend...his granny just died" he said to a nurse...

who was she? who else did she leave behind? did she had a chance to say goodbye? did she knew she was loved?? did someone told her that before she died?? did she got to tell someone anything she might have wanna say?

about nurses...well i´ll better talk about them another time...

Lack Of...

2007-02-24T22:15:00.000-08:00

Inspiration? Creativity? Originality?

So...I´ll go for a lyric again...one picked for the ocasion based of something that hapend to me this friday at a gig..but with a pic of my own to go with...

babahhh babahhh This Is The Sound Of Settling!

I've got a hunger

Twisting my stomach into knots

That my tongue was tied off

My brain's repeating
"if you've got an impulse let it out"
But they never make it past my mouth.

Our youth is fleeting

Old age is just around the bend

And i can't wait to go grey

And i'll sit and wonder
Of every love that could've been
If i'd only thought of something charming to say.

Baa bah, this is the sound of settling Baa bah, baa bah

Things happen when they´re the least expected...but sometimes as i proved thursday you have to make things happen! if you want something you can make it happen!

21 things (original)

2007-02-22T20:57:00.000-08:00

Do you derive joy when someone else succeeds?
Do you not play dirty when engaged in competition?

Do you have a big intellectual capacity but know that it alone does not equate wisdom?
Do you see everything as an illusion? But enjoy it even though you are not of it?
Are you both masculine and feminine?
Politically aware?
And don't believe in capital punishment?

These are 21 things that I want in a lover
Not necessarily needs but qualities that I prefer

Do you derive joy from diving in and seeing that loving someone can actually feel like freedom?
Are you funny?
A la self-deprecating?
Like adventure?
And have many formed opinions?
These are 21 things that I want in a lover Not necessarily needs but qualities that I prefer I figure I can describe it since I have a choice in the matter These are 21 things I choose to choose in a lover

I'm in no hurry I could wait forever I'm in no rush cuz I like being solo
There are no worries and certainly no pressure
In the meantime I'll live like there's no tomorrow

Are you uninhibited in bed? More than three times a week? Up for being experimental? Are you athletic? Are you thriving in a job that helps your brother? Are you not addicted?

These are 21 things that I want in a lover
Not necessarily needs but qualities that I prefer

These are 21 things that I want in a lover
Not necessarily needs but qualities that I prefer

Curious and communicative...

Random Facts About

2007-02-18T22:43:00.000-08:00

-M has taken some of the pics you see on this blog.
-M likes photography, cause it frozens time....which for her opinion goes by too fast.
-M likes to drink now and then...on her own.
-M dislikes people in groups (she might be agoraphobic).
-M likes to cook but hates to wash the dishes.
-M overthinks.
-M doesn´t like to wear brigth colors, she wears them sometimes in accesories.
-M used to bite her toe nails.
-M loves green and brown.
-M is an alpha girl.
-M is a green apple (the juiciest one, said her mom once).
-M loves to have her nails painted in dark but vibrant colors, specially red.
-M is a people person sometimes, but most of times has trusting issues, so she barely has close friends.
-M is a terrible dancer...so she basically jumps around.
-M is trying to let korny into her life.
-M is kinda narcisistic but she just hides it too well.
-M likes all her things weird (people, movies,music,objects).
-M is a really really good driver.
-M is always in a rush.
-M loves old people and kids.
-M lies a lot less than regular people.
-M accidentally ripped off some eyelashes on her right eyelid like a month ago and they haven´t grew yet!
-M is kinda androgin.
-M has a childlike spirit (she´s not childish).
-M will love and even touch if she´s allowed any living creature.
-M is an idealizer.
-M used to practice capoeira and swimming.
-M likes to clean, keeps her mind blank.
-M likes to sing along.
-M loves gigs.
-M loves smart and clever guys, she loooves Ivan Matta and Enrique Lazo.
-M likes healthy food, but is easier to eat junk food.
-M has a pink cell phone, which is weird, her mom was caugth out of guard by her choice.
-M likes to use the word "particular".
-M knows how to do some "home improvement" as in with men tools and stuff.
-M is a helpeless romantic but she hates to admit it.
-M is sometimes a lil bit paranoic.
-M enjoys silence.
-M cries a hell of a lot with movies and books and tv shows.
-M doesn´t watch a lot of tv.
-M is pretty contradictory, eclectic and messy.she is a walking contradiction.
-M is hella good misreading signs. and that sucks.
-M enjoys make people laugh.

I Like Plans

2007-02-18T21:18:00.000-08:00

I do...a lot...i like having plans...it makes me feel safe...and organized...even tho i don´t complete all of them...i like to have my things organized and writen on paper..i don´t do it often tho..and i dunno why...

Well i haven´t writen in quit a while...so a quick view of my life this past month:

I started and finished sucesfully (not only cause of 20/20 grades!) but beacuse of all the life lessons, and connections (as in networking) i did...i met all of this wonderfull people...and i looove my super (supervisor) jhonny...he´s actually quite awesome.

I also started work...i have (since like december) a domicliary patient who´s quite awesome too, she´s a 94 year old lovely lady with the coolest sense of humor who had a femur fracture...she´s walking and stuff but they (her daughter, her nurse and her also 94 year old husband!!!! still want me there...and i´m also doing like sustutions for day at this quite prestigious clinic (clinicas caracas) to one of my former teachers and some of his coworkers...is quite awesome...tho i´ve come to realize by my own experience how quickly money slips out of your hands.

I´ve also come to realize i don´t wanna grow up! i mean i don´t wanna work full time and shit...like that jamie cullum´s song that talks about working 9 to 5 and living for the friday nights! Hopefully i´ll get to grow up but in a sane way!

In order to do that thing i´ve called "grow up sanely" i´ve been doing all of this plans...i won´t reveal yet...i will once each one starts developing!

I met a guy...it was quite awesome...i mean at least busted my ego and made feel pretty cool..i was at a gig with some friends and one of my girlfriends bumped into a friend and they were talking when i came up...he had a death from above 1979 t-shirt -he was actually wearing pretty cool clothes- and i made a comment on it and on his pins and then left cause i wanted to get a poster they were giving away...after that i saw him outside when my friend left and just smiled...a few days after when i opened msn i had a new contact... "hi miss...is the guy with the death from above t-shirt"...it was cool that without even noticing it or without intention i´ve left an impression...

I have this patient at the clinic...she made me so freaking sad the other day...she´s a 24 year old girl...with a TCE (traumatismo craneo encefalico) she was hitted by a car in her way to work...the other day i had her on the "cama de bipedestacion: is a bed for her to stand up (she can´t do it by herself) so you make her lay down and basically tie her up to the bed and then make the bed go vertical" so she was standing right in front of me...she can´t talk but she does understand every word you say...i asked her to hold my hand to do some exercises, but she kept looking me with her big eyes...her long dark hair was chopped on a side in order to put a valve and she has all this marks...a traquetomia...and several scars...i felt so sad... i mean life is a game, life is like a progresive rock song...one moment one rhythm, the next moment a totally different beat, and that´s freaking scary...but hey we gotta live!

The other day around 6pm i was done at my internships so jumped to my car and the moment i started driving i had this feeling i´ve never had it was like the certainty of something bad happening to me before i got home...thanks God nothing actually happened!

My super kept making fun of me cause some of the boy´s i was working with (patients...i was in a pediatric area -that i looooove-) where "in love" with me...that was way too fun!) and flattering!

I´m gonna go to bed...and have fun tomorrow...is weird i haven´t been as happy as usually...like there´s something missing....still in a good mood C=

I´ve been watching a lot of movies...that makes me happy...i saw donnie darko today, pursuit of happynes and this one with cameron diaz and kate winslet and jude law and black jack...i loved it!! i love movies and dressing with sense of humor! C=

.Don't make me live for my friday nights.

2007-02-01T19:30:00.000-08:00

That´s a line from Jamie Cullum´s twentysomething. (the one in the tittle..not the one in the image)

lately days have been running all over me...all over us...time goes by too quickly...and i´m a messy person...a procrastinator...

today kinda suicked...and i´m tired...i´ll go to bed like right about now...i´ll need some excitement this weekend..and some sleep too!!

.Pissed Off.

2007-01-12T15:03:00.000-08:00

FOR REAL!!! I´M SOOO FREAKING F***ING PISSED OFF AT MYSELF!!!!!!!!!

i have no internet home this days...so i had to do some research for my thesis...i came to a cyber cafe...sooooo that was around 4pm! i left...and left my pen drive sticked on the machine!!! OMFG!! 3 hours later i realized...so i ran back to the place...off course it wasn´t there anymore!! what the hell was i thinking??? I´m always quite a mess...Amd i never learn...i hope i finally start growing up a lil bit and stop having my fucking mind on the clouds sometimes....

Valencia

2006-12-26T08:47:00.000-08:00

i didn´t wanted to go...then got excited...then got cold feet...but it was awesome!

it was one of the times of my life...

i´ll miss the loooong talks wiht my cousin (cause i cam eback from valencia having a little siste jaja!), helping her study biology, taking naps every afternoon after eating lunch, showering twice a day cause it´s so hot!!, making fun of the weird names of streets, going out every afternoon and nigth with alvaro and eat like a lot cause we had nothing else to do, listen to my cousins cds (estopa!! pignoise!!), listening to the only one cd alvaro had in his mom´s car (retro music!! Le freak cést chick!!), driving around, playing with gorgorito and with flash, eat nothing but bread and chicken ^^ =p, eating strawberries with cream and obleas to the light of the "saman de la viña" o del de naguanagua C=, our miniroadtrips every friday and sunday...with a lot lot lot of green and blue and tons of good music that made me feel like a grown up!

i won´t miss the small car crash...and missing my mom, dogs, and home...

but still with the good, bad and weird...it was an awesome experience!

.-About Politics-.

2006-12-04T06:39:00.000-08:00

ok...so i have been offline for sooo long! so...this was a scrap i did dec 4th...the day after the elections...so here it goes...this should have been published a few weeks ago... *hey!! i didn´t realized...this is published with the date i wroter it!! well...i published it dec 26th!!*

When i was younger i didn´t like politics...maybe cause i didn´t understood...prolly cause i just listened...no other kids talked about it, they used to say "my father/mother/uncle says:..." and i´ve never like those words...and i used to have a choice i mean a kid that doesn´t mind about politics is ok...but now...i know i understand and i´m scared...

its always thrilling to go to the marchs and gatherings and see the young people...yesterday was exciting to see old friends from highschool in the lines to vote since very early in the morning! we spent the whole morning there...it was awesome to see one of my youngest disabled patients on tv, at 7AM!! on his line to vote!! (GO DANIEL! GO!)...is always nice to find gatherings planned by young people...it was great that my cell was full of sms from my friends telling me that they were in line and how their things were going...

it was curious to see how many old people went to vote against every little thing...they have already lived, they voted for us! for our future!!...my aunt from valencia is 88 years old...pretty wasted by the time but her daughter drove her to her votation center and was taken to her table on a wheelchair...the amount of elderly people i saw yesterday was astuning! walking really slow and carefully...

it was sad to also find some young people that weren´t even registered to vote!!! and to go online when everybody was histerized and see that some didn´t cared! it pissed me off to be included by a friend on a huge conversation where from almost 12 people 9 where talking and only 5 where doing it seriously...it sucked to find out about people drinking during the "dry law?"..."ley seca"...

i don´t know...after last nite i feel that there´s nothing left to do...only to pray chavez won´t approve the "reeleccion indefinida" law!! and i mean c´mon! he can do whatever he wants with us!

+Rosales is admirable...he didn´t "arrugo" he was brave enough to not ask people to go to the streets...he actually stood for us...even knowing that people was expecting for he to call us to the streets and that he´d loose a lot of followers...i think that was pretty smart...he didn´t played with us

+ young people that don´t realize that you can plan your future as much as you want, you can say whatever the shit you wan, but if the politics of your country are not favorable, nothing will work, as hard as you try...i mean what if chavez takes away our right to private properties???? it seems it is not possible but i´m a lil bit paranoic sometimes...

+people choose chavez...ok...maybe there really is a 2nd venezuela...one we don´t see...one that we refuse to see...or maybe it was really a fraud...i dunno...all i know is that the people that voted for him did it out of stupidness...i mean only because they get some money or weapons or cars every now and then...beacuse they are a bunch of "resentidos sociales" and even if he doesn´t do it they´ll vote for him everytime he say "i´ll take the money away from the rich people"...

+ last nite i felt nauseus to hear him say "as Crist said...i say to you" once again his huge ego...

Happy B-Day Mommy!

2006-11-27T06:20:00.000-08:00

she´s turning 42 today...she doesn´t look like...i Loooove her...she really is the greatest mom...i know and other people can tell...i´m really proud of her cause she´s strong and smart...she has take me to where i am...still looks pretty and young...i´ll take her for lunch and then go to valencia...

so i wraped her bedroom door with all this silly things for her to come home tonite while i´m in valencia and finds this nice surprise...she´ll like it i know...cause she loves prett, silly lil things C=

.-But Gravity Always Wins-.

2006-11-25T22:27:00.000-08:00

Her green plastic watering can

For her fake chinese rubber plant

In fake plastic earth.

That she bought from a rubber man

In a town full of rubber plants

Just to get rid of itself.

And it wears her out, it wears her out

It wears her out, it wears her out.

She lives with a broken man

A cracked polystyrene man

Who just crumbles and burns.

He used to do surgery

For girls in the eighties

But gravity always wins.

And it wears him out, it wears him out

It wears him out, it wears him out.

She looks like the real thing

She tastes like the real thing

My fake plastic love.

But I cant help the feeling

I could blow through the ceiling

If I just turn and run

And it wears me out, it wears me out

It wears me out, it wears me out.

And if I could be who you wanted

If I could be who you wanted,

All the time, all the time...

...and if you could be who i wanted...

Boys who like Girls...BBQ...jaja...how silly am i?

2006-11-25T21:10:00.000-08:00

ok so...i think i´ve had 3 emotional conections with boys so far in my life...or at least the ones i most recall or that moved me somehow...The first will be called B from now on, the 2nd B2 and the third will be called Q...(initials have been changed for witness protection)...

with B i was so damn young! i really was a kid...but i was soooo into him...i think i really was inloved with him...we just started hanging together and then he was all the time in my home...my mom loved him, we had friends in common, i cried with him, we laughed so hard, played so much, and learned so many stuff....he woke up in me so many feeling i didn´t knew...and i learned a lot about myself with him...we used to talk for hours on the phone and spend all afternoon together, nights watching tv...sometimes "cooking" with our friend b.c (initials changed) ^_^ i´m so dumb! anyways when it ended i was kinda mean...we did wrong, he did, so did i...and i decided to take him out of my life...with a clean cut...i spent almost 2 years in regret...till something happened with B2 and talking to my mom i decided it was time for me to give B a call...and he accepted my apologies and reacted amazingly well to my words...i´m so glad for that nite i took the phone! we taklked for over an hour even tho we hadn´t talked in a few years!...now we talk now and then, i know things won´t ever be the same...time changes everything...i´m just pretty happy of what i lived and learned...hope he thinks the same...

B2 was this boy...a lil bit older than me...there was phisicall atraction from the fisrt minute...everyone could tell...then i started an introduction class to his classroom cause it was my social service to the university i attend to...so we started talking...and sharing stuff...but real stuff...problems, feelings...the coolest part was the flirting games on the hallway...but he was a broken boy...too many problems so i realized it was kinda contagious and i did some really bad stuff i´ve feel guilty all this time to the person who most deserves all my love, devotion and dedication for so many reasons that naming them would take me like a zillion posts...still i told him how i felt about him and things just died...he acted like an ass...after that he tried to get close again a few times but i may not know what i really really want but i sure know what i don´t want...

Q is this boy who´s a lil bit younger than me...at the beggining i was so playing hard to get but sooo dying to be around him...he asked me out on a valentines days and i kinda said nope, that day he sent an e-mail with his cell phone number and i wrote to him weeks after that!! cause one day we where on the msn and he told me that medium was on, that he was staying talking but he needed me to remind him to see it that sunday, so i wrote to let him know...and he answered something like "there´s never been a better time to be on fire" jaja...i learned here that you have to let feelings flow and not to overthink...tho is so damn hard to me! well he did so many little things nobody did before that i think it...i´m not sure...i think the word that fits here might be infatuation...or may be not cause infatuation is whitout a reason but we did have reasons...anyways...i recall one nite we where on the msn and he used to make playlists for me and he said he was doing it for me to remeber if someday things ended that someone worked hard (se habia fajado) picking pretty songs for me...or like that time he said that he was getting online so late cause he knew i´d be there but that he usually didn´t, that before me he only got online to check his mail and then leave, that he was there cause of me...i remember our first date was at la estancia, and we layed down on the green green gras, talking and stuff, then one of this plants that fall like helicopters fall down and i grabbed it and show him how it worked...he took the plant into his bag, i thought that was sweet like if he wanted to keep it as a memory or so...one day we where in some kinda discution and i said something about him not caring...he asked me that then why he stayed online talking to me till 3 am on a school day...or that day i told him i thought of him during the day and wondered some things about him and he said he loved so...one day he went to this place (i think he nerver told me wich place was it), he came back so excited he said he wanted to take me there, to show me the things he saw...i have this thing for some hours...12:34, 11:11, 4:44, and stuff and he used to sent me sms´s with those times...he used to write to me almost everynight just to see what was i doing...to let me know which shows where on on tv, make word games, let me know everytime "eternal sunshine of the spotless mind" was on, sent pieces of lyrics on those sms, and gave me a few songs (i think that "this mess we´re in" by tom yorke and P.J. Harvey was the first one...and staind´s "Epiphany", an i think there, there by radiohead)...one day he wrote to me just to say that he had been thinking of me for no reason...it was nice......the day after my bday we went out and it was like the coolest nite we had...when he said goodbye he touched my hand grabing my fingers in such a sweet way i still remeber how it thrilled me...i´m so stucked there...still he did some shitty things that i try to keep in mind to not feel bad and just to think that what happens is always the best...most of the times it was a mistery for me what he was thinking about me...he said it was ass hard for him to show his love...but still, he didn´t cared that much about me...and that even tho all of his problems if he really wanted me as he said he would be here, or at the very least trying to...still i´m an ass...i still miss waking up and having old sms´s from him...i loved when he used to ask me what was on my mind...and that we talked in english...it was nice while it last...i won´t name the bad things cause i just wanna like "alimentar mi ego" using this thing my mom told me to...to write good stuff...the good things about me, my life, friends and feelings other peoples has had for me...so i thing i´m done for the nite...i know there are still a lot more boys to come...but is helpless to feel nostalgic about the good times...

I´d just like to know if he ever thinks of me...i guess the answer is no...he´d write to me or so...i hate not to know...i guess i don´t wanna know...plus i won´t write or do a thing...cause i kinda know he´s not right for me...anyways..it pisses me off...i heard a few day s ago that things or moments that don´t mean a thing to some and just forget...are turning points in the other persons life...i just hope to be some kind of mark or special spot in his mind...if not...well...he´s a real ass...

unplug myself

2006-11-18T21:34:00.000-08:00

I´ll better myself...i mean i do it everyday but i need to be more agressive...work harder..starting now...so i´ll go to bed right now...i need change...bettere things for myself...i´m optimistic...have tons of plans and as shallow as it may sound i´ll start with my image *malefic laugh* C=

how bout getting off these antibiotics

how bout stopping eating when I'm full up

how bout them transparent dangling carrots

how bout that ever elusive kudo

thank you india

thank you terror

thank you disillusionment

thank you frailty

thank you consequence

thank you thank you silence

how bout me not blaming you (or me) for everything

how bout me enjoying the moment for once

how bout how good it feels to finally forgive you

how bout grieving it all one at a time

thank you india

thank you terror

thank you disillusionment

thank you frailty

thank you consequence

thank you thank you silence

the moment I let go of it

was the moment I got more than I could handle

the moment I jumped off of it

was the moment I touched down

how bout no longer being masochistic

how bout remembering your divinity

how bout unabashedly bawling your eyes out

how bout not equating death with stopping

thank you india

thank you providence

thank you disillusionment

thank you nothingness

thank you clarity

thank you thank you silence

I Had This Dream Last Nite...

2006-11-17T21:03:00.000-08:00

...this boy was in it...we bumped in the streets one last time...everything looked so pretty in my dream...i was pretty, so was he and so were the streets...(jaja he was pretty)...he was soooo into me again...i could see it in his eyes...like that nigth he showed me the most i ever saw...it was clear...it was a nice dream...tho i woke up around 3 am and felt weird in that bed that´s not mine and in that bedroom...i turned on my ipod but still...i cryed...i wanted to be home...and i am now! so i´m happy as hell!

oh...today my mom asked me about him...i told her the last things that happened but i didn´t actually wanted to talk about it...it pisses me off...not only the situation around it...it pisses me off to recognize that i went wrong...but around my mom is mostly that i feel ashamed tho i knew what i was doing the whole time...

Plugged into the wall

2006-11-11T21:10:00.000-08:00

Resumen Resumen Resumidito...

Casi voy a cumplir un mes sin escribir...pero es que el tiempo vuela y buehh...desde el domingo pasado y hasta el 15 de diciembre estare viviendo en valencia....este fin vine a Ccs...valencia es la anarquia total en cuanto a trafico...todas las mañanas conduciendo al hospital cada vez que me detengo en un semaforo en rojo me tocan corneta histericamente para que avance...

No hay mucho tiempo para pensar en cosas personales y por ahora mejor asi...muchas anecdotas para contar pero mejor sera hacerlo en otro momento...mañana me voy de nuevo a valencia...

Out the door

Just in time

Head down the 405

Gotta meet the new boss by 8 am

The phone rings in the car

The wife is workin hard

She´s runnin late tonight again

Well I know what I’ve been told

U gotta work to feed the soul

But I can’t do this all on my own

No I know

I’m no superman

And you've got your love online

U think you're doin fine

But you’re just plugged into the wall

And that deck of tarot cards

Won’t get u very far

There ain't no hand to break your fall

Well I know what I've been told

U gotta know just when to fold,

But I can’t do this all on my own

No I know

I’m no superman

You’ve crossed the finish line

Won the race but lost your mind

Was it worth it after all?

I need u here with me

Cause love is all we need,

Just take a hold of the hand that breaks the fall

Well I know what I’ve been told

Gotta break free to break the mold

But I can’t do this all on my own

No I can’t do this all on my own

No I know

That

I'm noSuperman

I’m no superman

(Some day well be together)

I’m no superman

(Some day)

(Someday well be together)

(Someday)

I’m no superman

P.S: Las nuevas experiencias y las personas diferentes abren tu mente y tus ojos...cambian tu manera de ver las cosas...random memorie: mi profe de psqiquiatria decia que la vida es una constante perdida...y el psicologo una vez me dijo que yo quemaba etapas mas rapido que los demas...

Bah i´m pretty tired and bored...want a lover...like now! i need something a "FNT" (fascinating new thing...that´s a semisonic song) something esciting pretty and nice to happen...soemthing NEW

2006-10-19T19:27:00.000-07:00

What If...

Si fuera un día de la semana: Domingo

Si fuera un momento del día: Cualquier momento agradable, bien vivido.

Si fuera una canción: Casa =P (si, Natalia Lafourcade), Elevator Love Letter (Stars) , True Love Waits (Radiohead), First Day of my Life (Bright Eyes), Better Together (Jack Jhonson), Bad Day (Daniel Powter), Las Flores (Cafe Tacvba)...si yo se, debia ser solo una.

Si fuera una parte del cuerpo: Manos, ojos, lobulos de orejas de niños (no en edad sino en genero!)

Si fuera una asignatura: Alguna optativa (para que nadie este obligado) eso si relacionada al arte...o neurologia

Si fuera un color: Marron...Verde

Si fuera un verbo: Sentir

Si fuera una prenda: El pantalon de pana acanalada marron mas comodo y genial del mundo (si yo tengo uno asi...solia ser marron!)

Si fuera un libro: El amor en los tiempos del colera

Si fuera un país: Venezuela! (que nacionalista!) o argentina o inglaterra

Si fuera una comida: una ensalada

Si yo fuera un animal: ningun animal impersonal...seria o Mo o Boo para verme como ellos me ven

Si yo fuera una bebida: Una cerveza bien fria! jaja, una merengada de oreo =P

Si yo fuera un deporte: Natacion

Si yo fuera un mes: Diciembre (por las vacaciones para todomundo!)

Si yo fuera un numero: 16

Si yo fuera un signo del zodiaco: Virgo

Si yo fuera un objeto: Una hoja en blanco o una guitarra

Si fuera una palabra: Tu

Si fuera una estacion del año: Otoño

Si fuera una flor: Cala

Si fuera un idioma: uno inventado

Si fuera un dibujo animado: Alicia (en el pais de las maravillas)

Si fuera una cosa del espacio: la estrella de brillo mas intenso, la que notarian mas ràpido los niños, la que prometerian bajar los enamorados.

Si fuera una casa: Lo importante seria cobijar a una familia feliz

Si fuera un pariente: Mi madre por supuestisimo!
Si fuera una fruta: Una patilla
Si fuera un chico: El que me gusta...para saber que pasa por su mente
Si fuera una chica: Sería yo misma
Si fuera un helado: Macadamia Brittle de hagen Dazs
Si fuera una mania: ...Hay que pensarlo muy bien...
Si fuera un lugar: Seria una montaña
Si fuera una película: La Fabuleux Destin de Amelie Poulain o ERlizabethtown
Si fuera una virtud: Integridad e Identidad.
Si fuera un regalo: Seria un detalle o algo muy especial...nada compradoo si es comprado que tenga un gran significado
Si fuera sentimiento: Una agridulce mezcla entre amor, paz, felicidad y un poquito de melancolia para tener de todo...

.Sunday.

2006-10-15T19:53:00.000-07:00

Driving back home from the mall from some late almost forgot shopping, we had the radio on, ivan matta was on i looove him...he played this song by the zutons...i loved it so when i came up i turned on the pc and started downloading...and got this song i liked pretty much and felt a lot like yesterday (Saturday) but anyways i love days like those and days like this...even tho i´m not the most happy...sometimes that bittersweet feeling between happines and sadness feels pretty rigth don´t you think? anyways...this was a pause from writing and researching on my "pain" speech...time is running out! this friday is the big day..i wanna impress them all...and hopefully i will! C= tomorrow i´ll get my 40% evaluation...wish me luck...here goes the song:

Sunday afternoon
Not a lot to do
Think of all
The places
I could be
People I could meet
Life so small

I'm watching drops of rain
On my window pane
Empty streets

And no one knocks around
No one goes to town

I'm a-going out
Sick of staying in
Living life

With worries on my mind
Waste away the time

Days that
I was born
Closed up all the doors

So restricted

Put my life of shame

Through the window pane

Now I'm blessed

Cause god created Sundays

So we could stay in

And watch the rain fall down

I lay on my bed

I feel all left out

I switch off my head

And I can live on my own

And stay in all day

And watch the rain falling down

I lay on my bed

I feel all left out

And switch off my head

Procrastinate.Not Nicotine In my Case.Compliments

2006-10-12T21:42:00.000-07:00

We sit and we sigh

And nothing gets done

So right, so clued-up

We just get old

And all the while

Been torn asunder

Nicotine

And bacteria

What are we coming to

What are we gonna do

..:.:.:.:::.:.::.:.:.:..:.:.:.:.

Con Que Culo Se Sienta La Cucaracha??

2006-10-11T21:04:00.000-07:00

ahh?? dime?? con que culo??

no hay mucho que decir hoy...o no muchas ganas de decirlo...

Bitacora de pasante de fisioterapia:

mi paciente subestimador me llevo un ping pong el otro dia...

mi pacientita de 9 añitos de paralisis facial casi esta simetrica y siempre me lleva regalitos C=

ayer hice una evaluacion de cervicalgia...apesto!!

Today´s joke:

EIIOOOO HUMBERTO A-AA-AAA REGRESA!!

ahh bueno y el vacilon con la parejita que venia adelante de nosotros en la cola de la autopista...una besuqueadera, una pasion, una cosa!

Sip, en la high tambien pasa...y mi paciente subestimador...

2006-10-10T21:34:00.000-07:00

So...hace varios dias...el jueves pasado si mal no recuerdo, se fue la luz, Kys me dijo que ella pensaba que eso no sucedia en la high pero si Kys, en los palos grandes tambien se va la luz.Ayer cayo un diluvio, lo que en realidad me hizo mas llevadera la infinita cola en la cota mil, pero hoy sin lluvia y habiendo salido mas tarde que nunca del hospital fue bastante fastidiosa...estuvo amenizada por el sub de atun que el jefe de mi ma le regalo (pero tenia mostaza, pepinillo y aceitunas negras...wekele!! pero "x" con tanta hambre y ladilla!) Cual fue nuestra sorpresa al llegar...hay un señor atravesado en la puerta del stacionamiento, un viejtio muy tierno que vive en nuestro mismo piso y que conoci hace unos dias...haha...lo salude desde dentro del carro como si me fuese a reconocer! bueno...entro y la puerta del estacionamiento de par en par...solo milesimas de segundo para caer en cuenta...NO HABIA LUZ! OTRA VEZ! SU MADRE!! bueh...alfred el vigilante simpatico nos acompaño con su gran linterna a mi ma, a mi y a otra señora del piso 7 (suerte la nuestra que estamos en el piso 2). Bueno, transcurridas par de horas y mientras cocinaba suena el intercom...era alfred para avisarme que habia dejado el vidrio abajo...en donde vivia antes hubiesen desvalijado el carro ^_^*

Mi paciente subestimador me regalo un chocolate!! jaja...el que le habia llevado a mi super! pero es que "me lo gane" jaja awesome!

.mi paciente subestimador.

2006-10-09T21:40:00.000-07:00

Bueno mi supervisora (de ahora en adelante conocida como super) es practicamente la unica encargada en el servicio de los pacientes amputados...por lo que yo los atiendo...son una papa!! facilisimo de veras! y la mayoria son simpatiquisimos!....excepto Douglas! bueno...si es simpatico, solo que no le gusta el hecho de que yo sea una estudiante y que de paso Mariluz ( mi super) ya no lo atienda sino que lo atienda yo...Horror!! bueno entonces siempre me pregunta todo...todo! casi que quiere que le de clases de fisiologia muscular y tal...y siempre me dice "esto no tiene ciencia", "este ejercicio no sirve para nada"...y bueno..la guinda sobre el pastel: necesita control de tronco...pero esta bastante avanzado asi que hacemos ejercicios con una pelota de basket...peeero el era jugador de basket antes de su amputacion (y bueno lo seguira siendo en un equipo de amputados con una protesis atletica!!! awesome!) asi que se ladilla rapido y se queja!! Pero buehhh...ahi vamos!! C=

So Long San Bernardino! (corazoncito)

2006-10-04T17:17:00.000-07:00

So...i´ve lived my whole life (oh my! 20 long years!) in san bernardino..now we´re moving...actually weve moved...last saturday...now we live in los palos grandes...jaja "los big sticks"...awesome! this is a lovely place! anyways...good bye san bernardino...i grew up, and went to school there...i love the place tho it isn´t as pretty as it used to be...i´ve visited my old empty apartment a few times...i cant help to have this feeling when i open the door...=)

the other thing...people visiting our place to buy it...made me think about how sometimes something stops being your dream...and starts being someone elses dream...

=(= -->carita triste/feliz

2006-08-15T20:27:00.000-07:00

When you're riding the rails
with those wide open eyes,
Well, there's one old south paw you will always fight.
And alone on a worn-out throne is the reigning queen of the questions
Why we blind-footed toddlers ever started out.

So don't get into it with me
When I goose-step
Across the kitchen floor
You know I still adore
All your Mother's old-fashioned ways
I'm so impressed that you hear
My inventions, And that it matteRs more
Than what you saw wIth your eyes

Go alOng with the plan
Your head will still be there where you put it
Under the bed with the ice creaM you could never find
And tonight you go to bed and dream
All the world to BE what you waNt it,
You got the girly draw now flaunt it,
And keep them all checking their watches
When you're out tonight

So don't get into it with me
When I goose-step across the kitchen floor
You know I still adore--
Are your eyes changing hands?
I'm so impressed that you hear
My inventions, and that it matters more
Than what you saw with your eyes

Aja!

2006-08-13T20:11:00.000-07:00

Ok Domingo 11:06 pm...y la niña se acaba de sentar en la comp...con muchas cosas por hacer pero ganas de crear un blog desde hace tiempo...y HOY es el dia...es ahora...porque hoy es un dia lleno de opimismo, emocion y ansiedad...mañana visitaremos tres apartamentos...uno de ellos tengo la certeza es "the one"...en nuestra zona favorita de la ciudad...tiene una mezzanina pequeñita, techos altos, pisos de parquet...esperemos que funcione...de verdad...este fin fue bastante largo...pero bueno volviendo al estado de animo...tengo ganas de terminar todo lo empezado y de empezar cosas nuevas...quiero orden y se que puedo, lo voy a hacer...bueno esta primera entrada es porque me pedian al menos una entrada para poder ver la vista previa ^_^

ahhh...about the name...hace aaaños un amiguillo (carjo) hacia una pag...y me habia pedido que hiciera cronicas para su page...eso nunca se dio pero se iba a llamar asi...ese nombre se me quedo pegado...

P.S: mom i looove you! we´re so buying that apartment tomorrow! we kick asses!

Cancion del momento: Queen of Detroit de [+/-] (plus/minus) no conozco mas canciones de la banda...la saque de unos discos mezcladitos que me dio mi amiguillo victor hace unos cuantos dias y estoy enamorada de esos discos...los cargo para todos lados! Thanks Vic!

De Vacas Y Ovejas

.-Wishing Well

.-He's got two left feet and he bites my moves!!!!!!!!!

.-Ergo

.-Olor A Lavanda

Hurtwoodhousemedia

.-I´m An Amazing Racer!!!!

.-Los Dias Del Abandono

.-A perfect understanding of the finer things in life...

.-Tiempo Suficiente

.-Por Casualidad

.-About life

.-Jog, Jog, Jog, Jog, Jog, Jog, Jog!!

.-This Is Alphabeat

.- I´m not a big fan of action movies but...

.-His Name Is August Rush

.-The go round

.-Fuerza bruta

.-M. Night Shyamalan is the new Hitchcock

.-Random Thoughts of the Day

.-The perfect love song

.-My Blueberry Nights

.-Therapist

.-As Always...

.-Sabras Ocultarte Bien Y Desaparecer Entre La Nieblai

.-Musica para chocar...

.-24

.-Si Vives En Caracas...

.-Cerdos Ególatras!!! (bueno, bueno...cerdos de personalidad tipo A)

.-Optimistic-.

.-40 and counting

.-Random Facts 2nd Episode

.-Some kind of girlie stuff-.

.-Quiero Volver A Ser Una Pagina En Blanco

21 thing (ok, ok lines) my version....

Ana

Lack Of...

21 things (original)

Random Facts About

I Like Plans

.Don't make me live for my friday nights.

.Pissed Off.

Valencia

.-About Politics-.

Happy B-Day Mommy!

.-But Gravity Always Wins-.

Boys who like Girls...*BBQ...jaja...how silly am i?*

unplug myself

I Had This Dream Last Nite...

Plugged into the wall

.Sunday.

Procrastinate.Not Nicotine In my Case.Compliments

Con Que Culo Se Sienta La Cucaracha??

Sip, en la high tambien pasa...y mi paciente subestimador...

.mi paciente subestimador.

So Long San Bernardino! (corazoncito)

=(= -->carita triste/feliz

Aja!

Boys who like Girls...BBQ...jaja...how silly am i?